Saturday, October 28, 2006

I ONLY managed to collect green packets worth of 30moockeroos today.
not that I'm complaining,I'm just merely telling the world how growing up is not quite a good thing especially during this festive season. (big hint there iryan!)
sighs.
I love babies and.......I feel like I need to make babies right NOW.
geezus! where did that come from?!This must be the cause' of visiting Nek Busu's house,
and have Quraisha's hand clench tightly around my little pinky.
And so I smiled, and clenched my palm around hers.
Friday, October 27, 2006

I need to get a new digital camera, preferably one with 7 megapixels.
My puny little cousin who barely is in his teens has a seven point something something megapixels' camera with a bloody effing tripod stand, can?!
I swear he's growing up waaaaaaaay too fast. read: TOO FAST.
"little me has a digital camera that's even much fanciful than yours."
"little me likes having some peek-a-boo sessions in abang's Maxim mag."
"little me has a girlfriend who loves me so much, she's very pretty kno'."
"eeeee you don't have boyfriend, later you die alone how?"
Ok so those weren't the exact same words he said in Gran's place.
but I swear to God, it goes something along that line. ):
Muhd Iryan Bin Muhd Iraimi,
I like it so much better when you were 7 & I was cooing over you.
In direct terms, "Stop growing up to be such an ass!"
ho'well.
I can't blame him,
He's still a little boy like every puny dickhead I know out there.
Despite all I said,I still love you Iryan. :)
Thursday, October 26, 2006

My marketing lecturer commented something in reference
to our lecture on customer retention today.
"We are not God, it's not easy to forgive people of their mistakes."And so I let out a quiet sigh, right from my heavy heart.
Now I understand why.
It had to take Ms I-Didn't-Know-Phones-Have-Mp3's to teach me that.
A little note for a particular friend of mine;
As much as you refuse to forgive me of my wrongdoings after I have forgiven yours before, I am terribly missing our friendship or lack thereof. Tonight on MSN had seemed to be the final straw/blow for me. You acted strangely distant & I felt like I had to reach out so far to touch you. A year must have passed, or maybe less. But our journey must have surpassed longer than that because I relate so much to you, I barely kept note of the timeline of our friendship.
But you know what? Forget it. Forget the late night talks we had over random jiggies on the phone, Forget the hanging out seshies after work/school, Forget the endless MSN conversations. FUCKING FORGET IT. because you know why? It took me a year of emptiness to realise that I miss you and damn hell, you don't.
I think you've blocked me on MSN, "friend." whatever, balls. But you know what? If you ever really forgave my wrongs, I'm truly grateful because I'm deeply sorry from this pitless heart of mine. You'll be gone for another year in Thailand. I know I'll be the littlest fragment on your mind when you come back. So I want you to know before you go, Thank you for everything.
So much for a little note there. ):
I can't help but really really really miss my friend.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
As Lucius Seneca politely pointed out;
True happiness is to enjoy the present.......without anxious dependance upon the future. Lloyd commented that being 18 brings of no change to one's life;
hence I would like to differ.
I worry so much about growing up that every morning,
I try and prepare myself for the day's ongoings & circumstances.
Looking at this one particular classmate of mine,
I swear he barely even thinks of what tomorrow has to offer him.
And today, I suddenly vowed to just be free & let loose.
Boy, I did so & I felt so bloody refreshed all of a sudden.
Marina Square. Coffee. Business Finance. Cheescake. Strangers.
and to top it all of,
I allowed Smelly Rat to make me smile. :)
What a beautiful night.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
For those of you who can't comprehend the previous entry,
here it is for viewing pleasure. 0_0
This was done by Andrew & Paul out of sheer boredom! pfft.

................
Though i have to admit, both lads have a way of making me feel guilty.
all the bloody ma'effing time! ):
One Of Them Bad Pictures.1.flared-up nostrils
2.thick purple-ish lips.
3.fringe all over the place.
4.squinted cheena eyes.
and once again, Selamat Hari Raya AidilFitri. :)
Sunday, October 22, 2006

then again Andrew,
not all girls are evil.
You just happen to be dating the wrong ones, lorve.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Starbucks' baristas at Marina Square made me smile,
and so did Rina Alias.
i'm sorry, bang bang girlfriend; but it's for the best.