Sunday, August 20, 2006
i miss her.by far, the only one who knew me from my smile right down to my very own fears. i have to admit, i was an ugly duckling back in secondary school. those who judged me on face value never appreciated me just because i wasn't good enough to be in their social circle. but there was this one girl in class. she wasn't downright popular either, but she appreciated me for who i was deep down inside of me.
our friendship grew stronger. she was my best friend, my sister, my trust and my confidante. whenever i would perform/host onstage for school events, i knew she was proud of me. and whenever it was her who would be leading her cadets on the field, i was proud it was my best friend's voice i could hear roaring.
we were two different souls. i was someone who basked in the limelight of school events & drama performances, nicknamed the dramamama of my school. she was someone who leads behind the scenes, someone more milder as compared to me. but i needed her, because it was her who made me humble and she needed me because it was me who made her thrust out to be more confident of herself.
this was a story 2 years ago. where are we now?
nowhere, exactly. )=
had four years of friendship gone down the drain like that?
one grew up and changed her image to try & fit in with the popular crowd. had a man she loved, who left her after she cheated on him. didn't try to spend time with the girl who knew her better than any other man would. now that she promises to be the person she was once again, her girlfriend found someone else; another man to fill in her shoes.
this is what i deem karma;
what i did to her before, she's doing it back to me.
i'm sorry for all i've done, but girlfriend....
trust me on this;
i really miss you.
