tell me a reason not to; and i won't.

The signal is subtle
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We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Friday, August 18, 2006

i weeped during the solemnisation ceremony of hisham & aliah.
seeing my cousin all grown up, and that happy endings do exist
makes me just want to suck my thumb in a little corner. )=

spending time with my little lorveleh cousins & aunties & uncles
was a great event, nonetheless. <3 href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"> Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

yes that's it, i was referring to Mr Minolta around my neck.
oh yes, i look fat in this picture, but whatever. =)

ema's thoughts speaking now:
it's really ironic how i know i have moved on from this relationship with zameer, because it has been a year and two months to date. i haven't thought/cried of him for the past few weeks,but during the ceremony of aliah & hisham, i cried because i wished that i had my own happy ending just like aliah had hers. it was all gone, all thanks to my unfaithful ways of never appreciating the person i loved before.

so, i don't love you anymore. i don't even care about you. but because of you, i stopped loving and i stopped believing. i have let my guard up, and only today was the only day i cried because i realised i have stopped loving anyone, even you. it's sad, i know. don't cry ema, it's almost 3 in the morning.

these are my thoughts speaking.
right now, my body feels nothing but pure coldness.