tell me a reason not to; and i won't.

The signal is subtle
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We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Thursday, October 26, 2006

My marketing lecturer commented something in reference
to our lecture on customer retention today.

"We are not God, it's not easy to forgive people of their mistakes."

And so I let out a quiet sigh, right from my heavy heart.
Now I understand why.
It had to take Ms I-Didn't-Know-Phones-Have-Mp3's to teach me that.

A little note for a particular friend of mine;

As much as you refuse to forgive me of my wrongdoings after I have forgiven yours before, I am terribly missing our friendship or lack thereof. Tonight on MSN had seemed to be the final straw/blow for me. You acted strangely distant & I felt like I had to reach out so far to touch you. A year must have passed, or maybe less. But our journey must have surpassed longer than that because I relate so much to you, I barely kept note of the timeline of our friendship.

But you know what? Forget it. Forget the late night talks we had over random jiggies on the phone, Forget the hanging out seshies after work/school, Forget the endless MSN conversations. FUCKING FORGET IT. because you know why? It took me a year of emptiness to realise that I miss you and damn hell, you don't.

I think you've blocked me on MSN, "friend." whatever, balls. But you know what? If you ever really forgave my wrongs, I'm truly grateful because I'm deeply sorry from this pitless heart of mine. You'll be gone for another year in Thailand. I know I'll be the littlest fragment on your mind when you come back. So I want you to know before you go, Thank you for everything.

So much for a little note there. ):

I can't help but really really really miss my friend.